Friday, April 25, 2008

I'm sick of fear right now.  I really am.  It keeps me from telling anyone anything.  It keeps me from getting what I want if I can't get it myself.  I literally can't say what's on my mind.  I go to, I want to, and the words don't come.  I can sometimes mouth it, but I don't know many lip-readers so that isn't useful.  All it does is get people annoyed with me and demanding why I don't just say what's on my mind.  That's what I'm trying to do. >_<  

 I don't know what's wrong that that keeps happening, but it sucks.  


Yew Berry Castle said...

I know what you mean here. There are so many things that I want to say to others but I very rarely do it because I keep putting it off and avoids all sorts of nasty trouble and hassle.

Ry said...

Yeah, pretty much. _-_ If people overall had shown a willingness to be nice to transfolk, maybe. But I've heard of too many muggings/beatings/murders to trust the world just yet.